From: Shileta G.
Date: October 24, 2009
To: Shane P.
Subject: Love Letter
Dear Shane,
I know it’s been a while since I last wrote you some loving words. I haven’t felt overwhelmed with such emotions to pen those words to write. Yet, and still, I sit here writing something that I hope would be emotionally touching and forever etched in your mind because the greatest words of love are penned from the heart. The greatest of poets have written books of poems confessing their love to the one who has seeming gained entrance to that spot in their heart where only God dwells.
Love is something most complicated and for us it’s most certainly apparent. I wonder everyday about were “us” will end up…the lies I tell myself to believe that you really want to be with me. Some in me says in your heart you do but your actions prove otherwise. I seem to be unable to find what is that you bring to me. Ever since you told me how much of an impact I’ve had on your life- I was deeply touched. I didn’t believe that I could have an affected on anyone they way that you said I have had an affect on you. I guess now I’m just looking for someone to have that effect on me.
I’ll admit I’m scared of a lot of things and loving you was defiantly one. I still don’t think I get it right, but I’m trying it’s a lot that you can’t do for me because your not here and vise versa but like I said I try. Love from a distance is hard either way no matter the distance right? I guess that was all apart of me taking this risk. I’m in love the idea that we can built something. So I’ll keep holding on in hopes that we can make this work.
Truly,
Shileta (SLG)
